JESUS FUCKING CHRIST IS IT EASIER TO BE SINGLE THAN GO THROUGH ALL THESE EMOTIONS????
I wish that I was better at managing my time; that I could give you more time.
I wish that I could be on time; that I wouldn’t run out of time with you.
I wish that we had more time. Time spent languishing. Time spent watching movies, going for walks. I wish we had more days together, instead of haphazardly seeing each other for a few hours.
I wish that I had more time to spend with you.
Things I want for my 21st
- A cup of tea in bed
- The day off university
- A guaranteed place in honours Geography
I have happiness, I have a really lovely family, I have really lovely friends. All I want are the above things, but none of them are material. Except for the cup of tea, of course, and I’m pretty sure Ham can do that for me. I don’t want a big hooha, I don’t want to be burdened with organising a huge bash, I don’t want to organise anything at all. I just want to turn 21 as the earth turns on October the 1st.
Side note, does anyone know of any nice cheap friendly venues to have some friends at for a 21st drinks. In Wellington, New Zealand. Thanks.
Things I have done today (instead of writing my English essay):
- Slept in
- Gone to the fruit market
- Washed my sheets, towels and clothes
- Listened to She & Him and the Doves
- Chatted to Harriet
- Drank an uncountable amount of tea and coffee
- Completely tidied my room
I win at productive procrastination
I’ve got so much work to do, but all I want is to listen to the new She & Him album while reading the new frankie magazine. I’d do this sitting in bed, with a hot chocolate. My hot water bottle would be at my feet and my PJs would be on.
There would be no such thing as university essays.
Almost screamed when I saw facebook laden with pre and post Valentine’s messages.
So “bah-humbug” about that stupid day, it’s not even funny anymore.
“You don’t need to be some focus-grouped, whitewashed, photoshopped idea of what’s attractive to deserve their love — someone who doesn’t eat, fart, burp, express opinions or speak above a dainty whisper. They just want you to be you, and no one else.”
Off to Levin to revel in the New Year, kids.
I know, it’s a strange place to go. But someone (that I like a lot) lives there, which makes it all OK.
Have a great new years, see you in 2013, tumblr.